This will be no less than a controversial post. Thankfully, it's MY website and MY channel. It is also difficult to speak of this for I am Gay. And, as of late, it has become a label I have great issue with because of what the alphabet mafia has made it.
It's easy for me to settle in with my "gayness" because, to be brutally honest, I'm 51, bald, fat, and nobody wants me. That's not self-pity. It's facts. My 18 year old gay self would be horrified at the site of me. I remember who I was. Had we had Grindr when I was 18, I would have long since had AIDS. I was a whore. Plain and simple. If I wasn't with three different men a week, I felt I wasn't validated.
But there is a Spirit of Homosexuality. It is baneful, fleshly and diabolic. The beast subsides, but it never leaves. I will give you an example. As I look around the alphabet community today, I noticed that singer David Archuletta has come out of the closet. He was once pure and Angelic. Downright Cherubic in appearance and his voice. His Christmas music was heavenly. Now he is... scruffy. There's something about him that's "ugly". He's "Sexy", not Angelic. Even his music has changed vibration... literally. To a lower bass. This is NOT a step forward in life.
I cannot say what I would do differently were I 18 again. I fear my flesh would once again take over.
This Evil Spirit has also pervaded the alphabet community in the form of the "Trans" movement and the obsession with child indoctrination. It is sickening and suspect at best. The very nature of being "Gay" is precisely ABOUT Sex. It is ONLY about Sex. Which is why children have no place in it.
Make no mistake... you can LOVE the same sex. I have been with men I truly LOVED... and lost. I simply cannot intimately bond with a woman. And THAT'S bona-fide homosexuality. Yup. I'm gay. But to speak of what I spoke of above, I clearly must be "self-loathing" right? No.
If I could do it again, I would hope I would approach it differently. Today, however, the alphabet community has simply become... Beastly.